Honestly my blog is the one of the only places that I can express how I really feel. It's like a diary that the world can comment on. But even though anyone could see my blog at any given time it still feels like "my zone".
On my blog I don't need to worry about correct grammar, or the boy in 7th period, I'm free to be me.
Being a teenage girl sucks, flat out I'm not going to lie. You have to deal with periods, boys, and life seems like a popularity contest. At the end of the day when you get home, your not done. You have chores and family problems and homework! Maybe if your lucky you will get time to shower and get out of your greasy mcdonalds uniform.
I love those days when you actually get to sleep in. It feels so good to wake up at noon knowing you should start your day but instead you grab a good book and cuddle up to your favorite stuffy.
Being a teenager is so stressful and I feel that most adults do not understand how crazy it can be.
Over all the stress and suckyness of it is kind of a good thing because it teaches me to deal with life's ups
And downs and have fun doing it
Monday, 11 June 2012
Late night thinking
So I've been thinking lately. Am
I the only one that sits up at night and plans my prom, wedding, future house and kids? It seems as the rest of the world is asleep I am awake just daydreaming, I guess it still counts as rest in some ways.
Usually when I think about those things it makes me excited but recently I found out I've been diagnosed with multiple hypoechoic nodules in my thyroid and that could mean many things. I could have a slow thyroid, fast thyroid or even a cancerous thyroid.
It's crazy because those things could change my life, my mom has a very bad case of graves disease which is a hyperthyroidism. Knowing that it is hereditary kind of scares me because I don't want my future kids to have any health problems.
Today as I was speaking with Conner's (my boyfriend of two years) mom Jen (pretty much my mom) I felt bad in talking to her about this awful hereditary thing. I'm sure she knows that if me and Conner get married and have kids we will have to face health problems with her grandchildren.
It scares me in knowing something could be wrong with me and I don't know it yet. I have an appointment for the end of July with a specialist and I'm hoping that he/she will help me.
I the only one that sits up at night and plans my prom, wedding, future house and kids? It seems as the rest of the world is asleep I am awake just daydreaming, I guess it still counts as rest in some ways.
Usually when I think about those things it makes me excited but recently I found out I've been diagnosed with multiple hypoechoic nodules in my thyroid and that could mean many things. I could have a slow thyroid, fast thyroid or even a cancerous thyroid.
It's crazy because those things could change my life, my mom has a very bad case of graves disease which is a hyperthyroidism. Knowing that it is hereditary kind of scares me because I don't want my future kids to have any health problems.
Today as I was speaking with Conner's (my boyfriend of two years) mom Jen (pretty much my mom) I felt bad in talking to her about this awful hereditary thing. I'm sure she knows that if me and Conner get married and have kids we will have to face health problems with her grandchildren.
It scares me in knowing something could be wrong with me and I don't know it yet. I have an appointment for the end of July with a specialist and I'm hoping that he/she will help me.
Wednesday, 1 February 2012
Introducing me
Hey, my name is Samantha I am in my fourth year of french immersion and i love it. I also sing, play guitar, saxophone and I horse back ride. Right now I'm really into helping in the community and can not wait to get into some community service :) I am also in my school's jazz band which is Tuesday and Thursday mornings before school and my school's Dixie band which is after school on Tuesday. Along with concert band, guitar lessons and singing I'm pretty busy and music is a very important part of my life.
I think bare with me is the most annoying phrase ever! Why would someone say that, I mean I wasn't walking away or falling asleep now was I? I was still listening so you just wasted 3 words, but out of all
honesty it's not the worst thing ever and though I complain about it I kind of secretly think it's cute when my boyfriend Conner says it.
Conner is my boyfriend of a year and 2 months :) and he is one of the greatest people in my life, he is loving and romantic but he also has a very competitive side, which I love because he give me something to fight for, he plays football, rugby an pretty much every other sport in the whole world. He is great and my parents love him.
Speaking of my parents. My moms name is Angela and my dads is Lindsey. They are so supportive and without them I would be lost. They let me make my own choices because they trust that they have brought me up well enough to know wrong from right. Not to say I don't mess up because if I said that I would certainly be lying, yet even when I mess up they always help me get through it. They are truly amazing people and even though sometimes I give them attitude or don't clean my room they are my biggest role-models and I wouldn't be the person I am today without them.
I also have 2 older brothers, James and Ryan. They are probably the best brothers I could ever ask for, we all get along very well and since I'm the "baby" of the family they are both mature and understand to some extent what I go through on a daily basis. I love them :) enough said.
My best-friend's name is holly and she is also a great supporter :). Holly and I have sleepovers on weekdays and do crazy things but they always end up being fun. She is such a sweet girl and she always makes me smile no matter what. Not only that but she and I have extremely similar family,friend, and girl issues so I have someone who understands me to an extent no one else can.
My life is crazy but I know with good family and friends I can make it through. I guess you could kinda say even though stuff happens and people disagree I'm surrounded with some pretty impeccable people :)
I think bare with me is the most annoying phrase ever! Why would someone say that, I mean I wasn't walking away or falling asleep now was I? I was still listening so you just wasted 3 words, but out of all
honesty it's not the worst thing ever and though I complain about it I kind of secretly think it's cute when my boyfriend Conner says it.
Conner is my boyfriend of a year and 2 months :) and he is one of the greatest people in my life, he is loving and romantic but he also has a very competitive side, which I love because he give me something to fight for, he plays football, rugby an pretty much every other sport in the whole world. He is great and my parents love him.
Speaking of my parents. My moms name is Angela and my dads is Lindsey. They are so supportive and without them I would be lost. They let me make my own choices because they trust that they have brought me up well enough to know wrong from right. Not to say I don't mess up because if I said that I would certainly be lying, yet even when I mess up they always help me get through it. They are truly amazing people and even though sometimes I give them attitude or don't clean my room they are my biggest role-models and I wouldn't be the person I am today without them.
I also have 2 older brothers, James and Ryan. They are probably the best brothers I could ever ask for, we all get along very well and since I'm the "baby" of the family they are both mature and understand to some extent what I go through on a daily basis. I love them :) enough said.
My best-friend's name is holly and she is also a great supporter :). Holly and I have sleepovers on weekdays and do crazy things but they always end up being fun. She is such a sweet girl and she always makes me smile no matter what. Not only that but she and I have extremely similar family,friend, and girl issues so I have someone who understands me to an extent no one else can.
My life is crazy but I know with good family and friends I can make it through. I guess you could kinda say even though stuff happens and people disagree I'm surrounded with some pretty impeccable people :)
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