So I've been thinking lately. Am
I the only one that sits up at night and plans my prom, wedding, future house and kids? It seems as the rest of the world is asleep I am awake just daydreaming, I guess it still counts as rest in some ways.
Usually when I think about those things it makes me excited but recently I found out I've been diagnosed with multiple hypoechoic nodules in my thyroid and that could mean many things. I could have a slow thyroid, fast thyroid or even a cancerous thyroid.
It's crazy because those things could change my life, my mom has a very bad case of graves disease which is a hyperthyroidism. Knowing that it is hereditary kind of scares me because I don't want my future kids to have any health problems.
Today as I was speaking with Conner's (my boyfriend of two years) mom Jen (pretty much my mom) I felt bad in talking to her about this awful hereditary thing. I'm sure she knows that if me and Conner get married and have kids we will have to face health problems with her grandchildren.
It scares me in knowing something could be wrong with me and I don't know it yet. I have an appointment for the end of July with a specialist and I'm hoping that he/she will help me.
How big is your thyroid anyways?
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